what do you think you are

2009-06-19T00:39:00.000-07:00

2009-02-10T04:41:00.000-08:00

Today was a totally unexpected day for me.

Something said really sent a deep signal to me.
I wonder if it is OK to choose between A and B
When i got home , a very peculiar thing happened.
Both of the lift's door opened, as though hinting me to make my final decision.
One lift was with a pizza delivery man, very tempting and yet i knew that after eating the pizza, i would be full.
However, the other door was empty, desolate and scary. It is not good to take that lift alone as you that no want would be there guide you through the thick and thin.
I stood in the middle. not knowing which to choose.

There laid the crossroad, each one tempting and yet with no good intentions in the end

Mr Shrimp

2009-01-01T05:50:00.000-08:00

I am totally hooked on shrimp breeding XD
So cute swimming around and the babies are even cuter.

School starts tomorrow.

It was a very fun 2008.

2009 will be better XD

2008-11-06T22:45:00.000-08:00

History repeats itself..........

2008-10-27T03:47:00.000-07:00

Hi.....been busy i must admit for these days. Yup ,oing homework and homework.
And Zoo Tycoon rocks!! Probably, most of you had not hear of this game but it is damn fun! :)

2008-10-21T10:58:00.000-07:00

It has been very far too long since i updated my blog so this is some of my oncoming activities......

1)Promotion test
2)A two day stay at my grandmother house:)
#)Bridging intensively
And other stuff that i can not think of at this time....yup now is 2.05am
yup raining.......

Everything is falling apart yup ??? We are not as strong as we seem on the surface.....internal conflicts and stuffs......
What seems like a brighter future seems dimmer now.......

It is not the strongest nor the smartest being that survives but the one that can adapt to the situation it is in
I really hate the situation that I am in now.........
I guess that they really do not even listen......
..........................................
It is the cause of the whole situation being in the mess.
Maybe just eradicating it the whole situation could be avoided
And just maybe we would all be a happier people .......................

2008-09-05T21:45:00.000-07:00

A better person, I shall be......

Just you wait........

2008-09-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

I'm tired.
Everybody is tired.
Even my anger is gone.
I have no mood to continue this ridiculous happenings.
I literally lost my mood to continue in the game.
You win.
It seems that you have gathered your supporters.
I do not care.
People should already forsaken you a long time ago.
If you all disrespect me, why should I respect you all ?
I do not like to have enemies nor i want rivals.
You all understand ?
I do not know what made you all think that you all are very great or something, we do have feelings and we would like to be treated the same.
It is a vicious cycle.....
Nothing I said would describe my feelings.
I wonder if this cycle would be broken......

You all always want things your way is it?
You all like to hang out with each other right?
I guess you all are just so insensitive to our feelings....

2008-08-26T06:11:00.000-07:00

I was very pissed off today. Who would thought that the longer the day drags it got worse.
I was very sad that we had to go through the whole process again and again.
When will it finally end ?
At first, he was given the power and also an important job.
I do not mind. Memorising things requires a lot of effort and i admire you.
In the first place, isn't you the one who wants the important job?
So what if we did not meet the expected targets, we have feelings.
Wow for you for remembering the things.
If friendships were meant to be dumped when used up, i do not think there will be team work and team sports.
Why not a one man show?
I really hope you will wake up from whatever that you in.
Can you see that you are losing friends by the days?
If you cannot, then i am truly sorry for you.
Is it very laughable that friends use friends as toys and dumped when they are of no used.
The way you are acting is very stupid and immature.
If power means something to me, i would have protested to have a chairman.
Since it is your characteristics, you should be able to change yourself for a better one.
And once again i want to say is"what do you think your are?"

If friendships were meant to be used and dumped away,i do not see the reasons why we are friends

Memories

2008-08-12T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hey, i was just going through my belongings when i found my notes and pictures from last year to now. For many of us in 10, we loved the precious memories that was etched into forever in our wonderful memories. During last year's final lap into national competition, our spirits were terribly down and almost nothing to bring us up. Even after our Nat com, we lived with regrets that we did not put in our 100%.
But up till now, we had lived past our regrets and even strive to greater heights.
"when life gives you lemons, make lemonade"
I kept that smile as i know that it will help me to pull through difficult times.
I loved the pictures and of our smiling faces reminded me of the hardships that we had gone through,reprimanded,pumping and also serious work. It always served as my companion when going into rough patches. None of the people would understand how i feel when that feeling is released into our hearts. Although it lasted for a few weeks, we never fail to draw strength from it as it was one of our happiest feelings and a sense of great achievement. It was an unexplainable feeling. I reviewed my past years and found that it was probably the years when i was in Hai Sing that is the best. It was my greatest choice.

2008-08-10T19:23:00.000-07:00

Hey,there the starting matches were great ! loved the hockey teams....and the football matches were very exciting almost wanted to join them as well XD.
Anyway we had a fun time in pasir ris park and sunplaza park......
We were playing a game and the objective is to find the things in the picture and take another picture of it. We were given four hours and we completed within 2 and a half hours? Coast of i'vore 's football rocks! The Siberia team did not stand a chance with them yesterday :) Anyway i am going to watch money not enough 2 at orchard...:) See you later .....

2008-08-07T02:40:00.000-07:00

Hey !! Tomorrow is the National Day Celebrations.....Happy birthday to Singapore!!:)
Any way today was a boring boring day and i wanted to sleep.....Hmm got back my chem results and it was very shocking.... 23.5/50...... Never mind tomorrow is going be a wonderful day indeed for us and remember to wear red. I found a picture of our chemistry teacher in our st john photos. Apparently,she was in charge of st john a long time ago.....Unbelievable..... she must have teach in Hai Sing for a very long time. Alvin and the Chipmunks.....

2008-08-06T06:19:00.000-07:00

Hey there.....its been long since i gave any information on my life this few months....
Alright lets start from july:
Hahas finally...we had won back the AC Champion cup from AHS. Last year was a total mess up and i had to tell you that we felt great when we won. Congrats to all prize winners. We had a zone treat and it was at Golden Mile.
After that we went to Doreen mdm hse to celebrate her birthday.
Left early to also celebrate my father's birthday.
More activities during schools
Brush up on BFA
And also training for Footdrill Competition
Presently, up to now 6 of us are training for the NDOP.
JIA YOU!
For the rest of us, we still have projects to do and fliping through the pictures were tiring.
Enjoy your NDP holidays....
It will be a Great Day tomorrow.....

New Zealand

2008-06-15T07:01:00.000-07:00

Heys... I'm back from New Zealand and it was fun for me and others ....A lot of funny things has happened there so if you want to hear more... ask me ......I feel like a turkey now........=)

It has finally began to break lose.....

.

2008-05-15T04:34:00.000-07:00

hey its end of the exams!! the days just flies by so fast and i wonder if people are still friendly to each other.........Did u know that exams can cause people to have nervous breakdown?? especially for A maths .........
Too much to handle....i hope not ....
This few days has been a hell of a emotional roller coaster ride for me .....(not me)
hmm i wonder if people will remain loggerheads at each other for another .........
i dare not put a specific day as people love to change thier character most at an instant..........
Believe me this well not be my last post ......

Pros and cons of mistrust

Never doubt it and believe it

....

2008-05-02T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey managed to remember my username and password ........hmmmm

Many things had happened between the unexpected .....well some are good and most are bad......
Even the POWERful forces have To bE BrokeN Apart....
I think isit best to leave it dangling......or have it ......
My heart aches whenever i mention this topic......
Now i know how does it feel to have everything to be broken apart....
No one bothers to pick up the pieces........that were thrown away.........
Now i think there is this reluctance to meet up together..... or even the simplest thing......to talk.
This is what you get when no one bothers...........

Emo,stress and everything else

2008-02-20T06:10:00.000-08:00

Halo!! sry that i have not been updateing my blog from 15 jan ???!! Anyway, this month has been one big unstoppable roller coaster ride for me emotionally and mentally....
Lol Emo ppl are stress and thats why the like to be sad and it is not their fault to be emoing....it is due to the ppl around him that is affecting the way he thinks and the way he shows it out to ppl around.
Stress...... stress is a daily thing nobody can escape it and of course everybody is affected by it ..the best is to do wadever things u nid to do and then worry abt the other things next time. another thing...stress happen becuase you think to much abt the worrying things and not focusing on the more important stuff so the trick is to think less and do more important stuff. it is your life if you want to be forever in stress or enjoy the things around before they dissappaered.......Some say that stress is part of growing up to be an adult.....Well i say that stress is part of your over imaginative mind playing tricks on you and causing you to think to much of a particular thing that it worsen the state that you are already in..........

Its your life ...............

I hope i could get over the feelings/hatred of him/her.......on a some uneventful weekday..........................

LATE

2008-01-21T03:31:00.000-08:00

Busy these days never seem to get enough rest ...hmmm should pon tuitions ??? hahazz lol i forgot about the incidents that happen these few days.. Ain is hospitalised in SCH her room is 24 and ward 57....don ask me how i got this information....
Sad sia ....missed out a lot of the studies....
Well anyone want to visit her ???
Lol rueben, me ,wen hao , wei yan adn miss tang help her onto the stretcher and brought her down from the 4th storey..... skip morning ws....haha...
very tiring...last friady we won the uniform group cap net ball....
St.John and NP rocks man .....
1st and second from St.John and NP =)
LOl still recovering from the leg injuries......(not known)

SCHOOL

2008-01-15T05:00:00.001-08:00

Hi .......busy these days ....hezzzz nothing much has happen i'm afraid and thus i fallen sick....should be flu...bleahhh
Trainings as usual .......i'm in log !!! lol too busy with Schwork .......i dunno....wad i am thinking a bout this days....everything seem to go by fast and never seemed to enjoy the days .........

school

2008-01-03T01:35:00.001-08:00

hi.... back to blog again and .....school home works rock .......X)
aii..... has been going through a few rough days and i am very unwell.... sort of .....and tmr is the sec 1 recruitment day.... and after that i am going to eat and threat them ice jelly cocktail.....i dunno wad i am thinking at times and i hope to get well soon
having flu and ulcers.....blah..
Have a fine day ahead !!

Home work

2007-12-27T06:43:00.000-08:00

....rolf so long never blog liao .....
these few days busy with home work ...
so not time blog :)
any way went to my hse to make [not bake] tiramisu....
the egg white so fun....the coffe so sweet :P
LOL by the way do u know that there are variety of tiramisu ??
we make the one with the dipped coffe-soaked bisciuts and spread over with spanish butter??? Heavenly taste!!!
Monday.... went to edmond hse first to be tiger roll(log cake )and it turn out to be a ...........failure :P
we managed to salvage it....(claps)it turned into a mud pie!!?!?!

we got our paid of $30!!
going to buy a nice bag for myself :P

lol...the pie turned out nicer that i thought.......

Have a merry late christmas and a early new year!!!

What do you think.....

2007-12-19T04:39:00.000-08:00

....Back again ....Today nothing much has happen....went for tuition ....blah blah ...eaten lunch ....At as tomorrow would be a better day ......jsut seen some nice pudge videos....It is totally imba the way they use it .......blind hooks....thats what they called it ....2 More days to Edmond chirstmas party ......Must buy something for him ......really i meant it X)
Have a great bbq today eric, wei yan and sheryl....see you on friday .......

Acting

2007-12-18T05:43:00.000-08:00

Yo wats up.......Back for more Blogging....
Today went to Mac for an early green tea and i sat around from 8.15to about 8.52drinking the green tea........
Fast forward a bit......i was waiting for them and then i called edmond to hurry up caused he is going to be late and i don like him being late all the late .....
Elaine arrived and we left at 9.15. Blah.....Blah reached the tampines mrt waited for the rest of them....Blah.blah came to gongshan primary.....

The acting was quite cool them had to take different anles to make that special effect of seeing one thing at two differet angles continously ....

Came out late and we are gettign paid for every day that we come..

3X$10=$30.....
Cheap labour...We are sluts for money......haha

Ok i see that most of us the secs 3 got the social Studies things wrong.....first and foremost....u go to the website written on the paper...then u click on the Link Labelled "Examination Paper"...then read the sources carefully.....Then Answer the questions by clicking the Link....By most of stage u would be confused....
So go back to the first website .....There are five links.....One of them is examination paper.....
The Others are the questions u need to answers....
So i bet the rest would be easy by following the paper.....If still need some more clarification left a tag behind i will reply ASAP.....Good Night

K-BOX

2007-12-17T07:20:00.000-08:00

Hi ...as usual the same greetings...:)
OK today we went to the K-box in Marina Square....Wow did not know that the place open up so early .....
Forget to bring my money left 2.55!!!
So i said wad the heck just enjoy first ........so i landed my self a huge debt....:)
Now i am going to recall how much i own each person.....
Grace:$7
Jasmine,Kylie,Qin ting:each of them $1
Wei yan:$5
those people that own me money.....
Edmond:$0.60
Went to sent Clara off to America... quite sad for some of us .....as we had spent some valuable time together.......
After that went back home and they went to play murderer and then Uno....Lamer ..still lose to wei yan in Uno.......yesterday played dota.....tio own by the idiot com ....stupid lion.....
Anyway i going to earn $10 for just sitting....:)
I did not know the most of the songs...but wad the heck !!!(i smoke through most songs..X))
If there is no excitement in the air .....create one ourself....this is called self high.....haha

Finally......

2007-12-15T22:28:00.000-08:00

Hi back for more blogging........Yesterday's training was quite tiring and sort of slack ????
I dunno but maybe a bit harsh for the Sec 1 s as they had not gone through such tough training (except ATC).....
First is the foot drill ...most of the officers were late....so we started the training as soon as more of the officers came ......
We really were rusty and still need more practice ..... Our juniors were trained by Derick sir ...We start off with the sprite ....quite hard to remember the commands and Jeremy taught us the old commands for sprite ......no wonder so hard to remember.......:P
Ha ha....
after that we went to the foyer for first aid briefing and then for the scene approach.....and so on.....

then they talked about the chirstmas party...we are baking tiramisu and log cake .....ya by the way ....i still have not found the recipe yet for wad again i cannot remember ..... that is ....i ate spicy fries from KFC so damn nice....

yup ....happy chirstmas to friends out there......By the way have you shit ???

I like jeans now for what the crap ????

back....

2007-12-13T19:11:00.000-08:00

Hi ..... i am finally back in Singapore...
So much fun and sad things happened in China...
Ok fist up ...is the first day....took a silkair plane to Kunming the captial of yunan....
the Plane very small ....onnly one lane .....then the toilet only got 2......
queue so long....
then arrived at the kunming ........very cold ......wore the sweater and another jacket .....
And the met up with the other group members of the tour group and then went to a park or somthing .............forget it....

I will go on the the fun part ..........
On the way to another destination.....on the road there was a dead man with a pool of blood .........i was like..... OMG but i think the head was dislocated or something cause a did not saw the head ......
then my father said that the skull had crack into two and the face had been smashed flat .....
Unbelievable........too think that i get to see this kind of things ........

Next i will said that my family is one of the earliest to do every thing........
We eat very fast .....LoL.......and then have to wait for those had not eat finished.....
LoL my tour group is divided into 4 families...the 7 of us (plus my cousin and his parents),8 slowpokes,one son family plus his grandparents...and one son and a girl family.
The first thingi saw that was not to my liking was the 8 slowpokes ......The first time i saw them i knew that i was not going to like them.....
My father was also did not favour them. Even the grandparents also can eat faster then them............

O.O ya.... one more thing... i also went to see wild men still living in the mountains of china......i did not believe it at all but when i saw them ..........i was speechless..........First thing... they dont wear clothes.... i meant the guys only wear pants nad then the girls wear the panties type of clothes la....
very rough their grip is like very strong ......

they still got witch doctors and shamans.......

i think this is the most fun part liao.....if u wan to know more ask me to tell you.....

Cyberganda porject

2007-11-30T18:09:00.000-08:00

HIHI....I'm back.....

This time i am going to help our fellow mates to do a bit of the project here is a bit of help to get u started.....
If u want to find the advertising techniques..Here is a website.....
http://www.foothilltech.org/rgeib/english/media_literacy/advertising_techniques.htm
HEHE... the rest is up to u leh ........

OMG

2007-11-30T00:24:00.000-08:00

By the way i stole this from a unknown website....I think it is very relevant to the movie edmond had mention...idiotocracy or wadeava the name is......

Here you go. Seriously, check the archive out.Those who aren't twits or hate twits or are neutral, please do so. For those twits, erm, I suggest you change yourself. Has anyone watched the movie Idiocracy? Or does anyone know Darwin's theory of Natural Selection? Well if you don't, let me summarize it for you.

Natural Selection, one of Darwin's greatest theory(applying to the current society). This theory states that human evolution will soon evolve and evolve, until all there is in the future, lets say 2100, are all the elites of mankind. Any idea why? If you think logically, this should be the way. Stupid people, well, due to their generous stupidity, will soon eradicate of die off themselves. Largely due to the fact that they do not have sufficient skills to keep up with the on growing society, therefore, unable to find jobs, unable to feed themselves, plunge into poverty. Then slowly die off as they are unable to feed themselves. One by one, stupid people die.

Smart people will be the ones being able to survive in the challenging society/economy. Therefore, smart male will mate with smart females (as the stupid ones have all already died off) and produce smarter ones. More smart people will start reproducing smart kids for the future generations and soon the future will be all smart kids.

WTH

2007-11-29T17:51:00.000-08:00

I still refuse to upload any pics..........
cuse i too lazy too upload it ......:P
Sian playing wuth AI PLUS is no FUN liao...........everytime will win one ......
MUST PLAY AGAINST HUMANS >>>WEI SHIN,MARV,YI ZHI,OR DOM
Any way i play with dom still will win......HAHA
I dunno Abt Wei shin or Marv...............Never seen them play b4......
NOw back to normal.......Woke up early..as usual...still tired from yesterday......
HAving training on Wed .........Going to China in a few more days...LALA.....
stil haven done any thing for my hw lol.......................

I WANNA play against Jeremy Sir........

WANNA PLAY Against....Kwee HAN Sir.......

STill more ......

OO ya HALO 3 ROXS man!!
Even though i never really played b4 ..... when i saw edmond and wei yan and eric play it was damn cool.
RAting:11/5:P
But there is a problem.........
the game very fast finish leh ........
then sian HAHA

Oo ya i nid to tell something.....
I passed my Heartsaver exam YAYA
JUst fininsh my FOXY CHOCOLATE OMG!!!!!
I NID TO GO buy someMOre!!!
LOving Candy Empire More and MORe.......
I thing I going to have a toothache :(

I still nid to confirm again the timings for the stayover as in i nid to know the timings for *guest* would be leaving singapore. If grace u are seeing this tell me the time of the flight!!!

Oo ya my friends once said this to me .....'We are vey lucky to have a friend like u ...she took care of the crabs and another took care of the rice but u have a unique hungriness---- u took care of everything that is dropped on the floor and show us the true side of wild beast'

Eric, Wei Yan and Edmond coming over to stay at my hse....YAYAYA...
CAmp at my hse whole day to talk abt ppl,food, Candy Empire,SJAB........more more ........Pls BRING YOUR TOLIETRIES OR ELSE SUFFER THE CONSEQUENCES......

HAHA

2007-11-29T01:17:00.000-08:00

LOL to day went to TM to go and change my JEANS>>> FLash back i dun wear jeans and i will never..........
I need to wear them cuse i going to CHINA for holidays .....YAYA!!!
MY RELATIVES ARE COMING on this trip too YAYA DOUBLE HAppiness :)
oO ya first went to eat at ws then went to tm ....
then my brother was like bugging me ......
OK went to change my jeans(I still dun like them)
Then went back to WS On the Train guess who i met with .....
Guan Xun sir' Borhter!!!(Guan wei)
He was like looking at me and then me said that he saw someone very familiar....LOL...
TPJC student .......I wonder he know any other ppl from SJ in TP
BOUght sushi .....and Doughnuts.....(YAYA)....
STill a boring day ......GOing to do my hw ...............

oO ya changed my blogskin cuse it is too hard to load :)

LoL not Fun one lol play with JAsmine .....arr

Anyway just own AI PLUS again haha

Owning

2007-11-28T03:02:00.000-08:00

I still have not get the hang of the blogging thingy..... If i have done somthing wrong or wadeava......
pls left a tag behind by the way......
Haha tio own in dota by Guan Xun sir ......
Dragon Knight too imbar liao......
sian i cannot play agility hero liao
i play like some shit......
damn it ...... must upload some pics or movie ........

damn it ..... the videos looks weird in transparent back ground.......... lol

haha enjoy the videos ......and u must compare the two videos ...........experience it yourself :P

LOL

2007-11-28T00:52:00.001-08:00

Today is like so sian.... later i think i want to play with marv cuse i nvr play with them be4 .........

Early morning wake then go watch some crap show......

Want to play with GX dota later .....and Jeremy too cuse last time i gtg....

WTF?!

playing half way then nid to go ............

just ate a chicken pie

I am getting sick of it .....

sian still have hw to do............

SENTOSA

2007-11-27T21:55:00.000-08:00

WEnt to celebrate with clara.....

today was fun !! We meet up yesterday at 7.45 with Wei Yan and we went to eunos to wait for the others. It was tiring and the train was so packed we could not even borad the next train to harbourfront station.....
So we decided to go back to simei to take the train there....
Then we wnet them on in the harbourfront there. It was raining and we decided to buy something to eat ... I was like freaking hungry but i still manged to survived..lol
We took the Sentosa Express train/ monorail... It was damn cool but i still cannot figure out how the ticket works cuse it was a freaking thin layer....
Anyway, we arrived there abt 10 plus and it stopped raining.
We were happy naturally and of course we went to the pawalan beach or some other beach .......
We were like a huge group with, me wen hao, wei yan , the 4 NCOS,jasmine,eliane(s)sheryl,clara,zhe min, kylie,yun yee and one more .....
We played with water and we were very lazy to get out to go makan or anything,so we had the food to come to us!!!LOL
We changed and bathe and did a hokey pokey before we went off.
There was a small group of children playing by the beach and they were like so cute ?!
They looked at us and we like sort of running away.HAHAz..
Went back to ViVo and jasmine and sheryl went to buy sweets for us !!
OMG!! CANDY EMPIRE GOURMET CANDY ROXS
I was like gobblin the candy down .....OKOK i was not soppose to do that but i was hungry!!
We TOOK MRT TO MARINA BAY TO HAVE A STEAMBOAT FOR CLARA.....
I was like huh so many officers going for the steam boat. ate crabs and stuff ......PLAYED Fuzzy Wuzzy like wth... Took me 1 hr to figured out ......
SHIT I am so slowed.... then the rest was like stunned or something...
i still cant figure the clock thing!!!
DAmn it .....SO sad that i could not play yesterday's match..... damn it must find a way to play with again............